Our religion teacher used to say:
For us, the sky was our soul, and the clouds were our visions.
THE WHITE SOUND
But if too many clouds come up, you don't see the sky anymore.
It's me. I'm real! I'm for real!
Man!
Are we there? - Yes.
Shit! I have to pick up my brother.
Damn!
Where's the way out?
Lukas!
I almost freaked out in there! - I bet!
It's one big building site. - Did you forget me?
Crap!
Nah, I just...
...overslept.
So? How are they? - Grandma and Grandpa?
Same as ever. Grandma just stays in bed.
But Grandpa's great.
He even took me to the station.
But they said... you could drop by again sometime.
I'm glad to be out of Rarbach. Bad news, man!
I mean, it always WAS dead, but now it's COMPLETELY dead.
But there's a lot going on here!
We'll have a great time.
Right?
Wild!
Your room? - Yes. - Cool!
A mezzanine bed. - Yes.
What's here?
Oops! Hello!
Is that Jochen? Wild!
Is this my room?
Wild!
Really wild!
The last guy left all his shit. Throw it away if you want.
Nah, I'll leave it. It's cool.
A mezzanine bed for me, too!
I'll get ready. Got an early shift.
You gotta go to work?
OK. I'll get things done here, then wait for you.
Then we can do something. Around 11 or 12?
OK! Wild!
Thanks a lot!
Have fun. - See you!
Wild!
Hey!
If it isn't Luke from Rarbach! - Hey!
Hey, I've brought you something.
Rarbach Football Club! - Put it on!
No shit! Dude!
Wanna bucket smoke? - Bucket smoke?
Watch out!
Damn! - I'll pick 'em up tomorrow.
You can't do that!
Yeah, that's good.
I guess I'll crash. - Hey, Luka!
I'm totally wasted.
What is it?
Good night.
See you tomorrow. - See you tomorrow.
Shall I get some wine?
Definitely!
Give it here.
Hey, you can't put basil in there!
Smells much better. - Watch out!
Where do I have to go for enrolment?
Excuse me, where do you enrol?
We're looking too. It's not so easy.
Hi! - So, what was uni like?
A complete stress-out, man. - That's why I've kicked the habit.
Have a hit. - No.
I'm still zonked from yesterday.
I'll crash, OK?
It's Kati's brother.
Oh, I see.
Yeah, I got here yesterday.
To the big city.
Well?
People are always moving in and out. It's a drag.
Shall we... do something sometime?
Annabelle. - Annabelle.
I'm Lukas.
You can call me Luke. My nickname.
People who know me call me... Luke.
Yeah... I live with my sister.
She's here too. You know her, don't you?
Kati.
No, I'm here with my cousin. I don't really know anyone here.
Hello!
It's me, Luke!
Hi, from yesterday!
Hello!
How about the movies?
Yes!
I've found something at 8:15.
"Taxi Driver" at the Lupe.
With Robert de Niro!
It's supposed to be pretty good!
Yeah.
Let's say in front, at about 8.
OK?
Okay, I'll be standing there!
Fantastic!
Wonderful!
See you soon! Bye!
Yeah!
Sorry, missed the tram.
Doesn't matter!
Here, that's it!
"Taxi Driver"
with Robert de Niro!
We gotta go in, it's about to start!
Hello! - Hello.
Two tickets for "Taxi Driver", please. I'll pay.
It only starts on Monday.
Ah... no. - Yes.
Funny! No, two tickets, please.
For which film? "Rebecca"?
"Rebecca" just started a quarter of an hour ago.
Rebecca? Who's... who's that?
Young man, either say what you want, or we'll forget it, OK?
What's all this about Rebecca?
I told you. "Rebecca"'s been running since a quarter to eight,
and at quarter to eleven we've got "The Wages of Fear."
You can have tickets for those.
No, I'd like two tickets for "Taxi Driver", 8.15pm here.
I've already told you you're wrong.
"Taxi Driver" only starts Monday. - No, it's you who's wrong!
The poster's outside, and it's in the paper as well!
We can go somewhere else.
Young man, you've got the wrong day! - Then when is it playing?
On Monday! Today we're showing "Rebecca" by Hitchcock.
Monday! Great!
Then we'll come back on Monday. Cunt!
Two tickets, please! Two tickets for "Taxi Driver"!
What's the matter with you? This is outrageous!
She's fucking us around! What's going on here? - I told you...
She won't let us see the film. Why not? Everyone's already inside!
Yes, and you're late and you want the wrong film!
No, I want to see "Taxi Driver"! Give me two tickets right now!
I want to see "Taxi Driver"! It's on here!
Let's go! - No! She's fucking me around!
Listen here!
You old cunt! 2 tickets for "Taxi Driver"! - You're insane!
Yeah, call the cops! - Yes, I will! - I don't give a shit! Let's go in!
Just a moment! - Shut the fuck up! - You can't go in during...
I'm going, OK?
Take this young man with you!
Well, I never!
Hey!
Oh shit!
I'm sorry.
Sorry, man.
I was looking forward to it all day.
My sister recommended it to me. It was all OK.
I dunno why that bitch got so uptight.
What's wrong with you? - I just wanted to see the movie.
Hey, this is a cool spot for eating mushrooms. - On the cow shit?
Did she know before?
No...
...absolutely no...
What?
Did she? No.
No way.
No way!
Are you sure you can drive? - Sure!
Really?
Oh, the exhaust's fallen off.
Hey Jochen, stop, man! - That was the exhaust!
That's the exhaust! Shit! - Then shouldn't we stop?
Shit! - You can't drive anymore.
What's with the exhaust? - He can't drive anymore.
Kati, tell him...
What?
- Tell him...
Almost ready to go!
Couldn't you drive instead? - Okay, if you like.
I'm driving. - No. - I'm driving!
Hey, I... - Get out!
Is it my car or yours? Piss off!
Hey guys, you hear that?
Where are we going?
What're you doing? - Shortcut!
What're you doing? - We're flying!
You can't drive through the park!
Stop!
Shit!
Dead end!
What's wrong with you? Let me out!
Shit!
WHAT'RE YOU DOING HERE?
WITHOUT YOU I'D STILL HAVE PARENTS.
WHY COME HERE? GO BACK TO YOUR VILLAGE.
HELLO, LUKAS. - WE'VE BEEN WAITING FOR YOU.
YOU DON'T NEED TO COVER YOUR EARS.
YOU'VE ALWAYS FUCKED THINGS UP.
YOU'RE A TOTAL LOSER.
DON'T GROPE HER. IT WON'T HELP.
FUCK YOU, BASTARD! - GET OUT!
GO BACK TO RARBACH!
YOU'LL DIE...
I hear something!
YOU ROTTEN PIECE OF SHIT!
DON'T STARE LIKE AN IDIOT!
IT WAS GOOD BEFORE YOU WERE BORN.
IT WAS GOOD BEFORE YOU WERE BORN!
VILLAGE IDIOT!
Are you alright? Hey!
Everything alright? - Everything alright with you?
Everything's OK. - Are you still back on the field?
Hey, what was going on? - You're all sweaty.
I was completely gone...
It was real heavy!
It started all of a sudden.
I was sitting here looking out, and then you started.
You really got at me!
You said I was the village idiot.
It was totally weird! - A mushroom high.
Sometimes mushrooms are a bad trip. - Really?
You should've said that before. - It's a real fine line.
It'll go away again.
I tried talking with you, but I couldn't get through to you!
It felt like I was somehow outside of myself, totally...
Perhaps I took too much, I dunno.
Does it last long? - Isn't it over?
Will it come again?
HEY KATl, WHAT'S UP WITH YOUR BROTHER? - HE'S FUCKED IN THE HEAD.
YEAH, HE'S ALWAYS HAD A SCREW LOOSE. - NO WONDER HE PISSES YOU OFF.
WHAT IF WE PRETEND EVERYTHING'S ALRIGHT?
THE LITTLE RAT DESERVES A LESSON.
HE REALLY STINKS.
HE'S REALLY DISGUSTING.
A PIECE OF SHIT!
HE HASN'T EVEN GOT THE SAME GENES...
HE'S NOT EVEN HUMAN.
LOOKING FOR US? WE'RE BEHIND YOU.
NO, ON THE ROOFS!
BEHIND THE SATELLITE DISHES!
WE'LL PRETEND TO PUT ON A PARTY FOR HIM.
MISERABLE BASTARD!
ALL YOU DO IS LIE AND CHEAT ON PEOPLE!
YOU'LL BE KILLED! DONE AWAY WITH!
GO FUCK YOURSELF!
JUST WAIT,
I'LL GET YOU!
EVERYONE HATES YOU.
TODAY WE'LL KILL YOU.
TODAY WE'LL DO YOU IN.
I WANT TO KILL YOU.
I WANT YOU TO REALLY SUFFER.
HELLO!
I HATE HIM! - PAIN!
Am I disturbing you? - No.
OF COURSE SHE IS!
...With your music?
YOU FUCKER! I'D STILL HAVE MY PARENTS IF IT WEREN'T FOR YOU.
Everything OK?
Aren't you going to uni today?
Nah, I just had a bit of a nap.
I'm still zonked from yesterday, too.
Yeah, me too.
I'M SICK OF HIM!
I'M SICK TO DEATH OF THIS FAG.
Do you want coffee too? - Yeah, great.
I'll make a new pot.
Jochen's still asleep too. - Yeah.
LUKAS!
MOM DIED RIGHT AFTER YOUR BIRTH. SHE KILLED HERSELF BECAUSE OF YOU.
BECAUSE OF YOU!
What's up?
DON'T LISTEN TO HER.
What's wrong? - It's OK.
DON'T LISTEN. - I'LL SPLIT YOUR SKULL.
Shit, it's mine. - Yep.
See you.
HE'S SUCH AN IDIOT!
SHE'S LAUGHING ABOUT YOU!
YOU'RE SO FUCKING DUMB!
TRYING TO DISTRACT YOURSELF?
So, what're we gonna do?
LOOK FOR THE HIDDEN LOUDSPEAKERS.
UP THERE!
PULL IT OFF!
THROW IT ALL AWAY!
WHAT'S HE DOING?
MAKE A HOLE IN THE DOOR.
MAKE ANOTHER HOLE.
PERHAPS IN THE SOCKET? - YOU WON'T FIND ANYTHING.
UNDER THE CHAIR?
TRY TO CONCENTRATE!
Fuck!
YOU SEARCH THE ENTIRE APARTMENT, BUT IT'S YOU WHO'S WRONG.
COME ON, YOU CAN DO IT!
DON'T LET THEM BUG YOU.
YOU STINK. NO ONE NEEDS YOU.
WHAT'LL YOU DO ABOUT IT?
THE WINDOW'S OPEN. PERHAPS IT'S FAR ENOUGH DOWN.
COVERING YOUR EARS WON'T HELP, WE TOLD YOU THAT YESTERDAY!
WHY'S HE GOING OUT?
NOISE.
GO INTO THE SHOWER.
THE SOUNO OF WATER...
...COVERS ALL FREQUENCIES.
Hey! Who's in the shower?
Forget it. He's been in the shower all day.
Lukas, is that you?
LOOK FOR THE WHITE SOUND.
YOU'LL ONLY FIND PEACE IN THE WHITE SOUND.
Lukas?
Lukas!
That's enough now!
LOOK FOR THE WHITE SOUND.
Come on. He'll come out when he's hungry.
Have you eaten? - No.
I'll make something. - Cool.
SHOOT YOURSELF IN THE HEAD! - PLEASE, LUKAS!
HE'S MAKING A TRANSCRIPT.
VOICE 1: KATI: KILL YOURSELF! VOICE 2: EVIL MAN: DIE!
FUCK YOU!
THOU SHALT NOT STEAL, THOU SHALT NOT LIE, THOU SHALT NOT KILL.
HE'S LISTENING AT THE HEATER.
HA, YOU CAN'T RECORD US!
RECORDING FAILED
PROJECT
1. VOICE ANALYSIS
LOOK AT HIS HANDS!
Look at his hands.
They're sticky from jerking off.
Nutcase!
Chop off your ugly cock! Or be a man and come and fuck me!
WHAT ARE YOU MEASURING? NOISE?
YOU REALLY ARE MAD.
YOU DON'T BELONG HERE.
YOU'RE REALLY MAD.
PISS OFF, ASSHOLE!
YOU RIDICULOUS FREAK!
2. DEFENSE MEASURES
YOU'RE SUCH A LOSER. - ASSHOLE.
Hey, Luka! Just in time to dry up.
Lukas?
Lukas!
Jochen?
You wanna mess with me?
Hey, what's going on?
Have you been talking about me?
You think I'm not there?
I'm here.
Okay!
Hey, stay cool, man.
Stop talking crap!
Zap!
All innocent, aren't you?
Hey, what...! - Shut the fuck up!
Shut your hole. Shut your stupid hole.
Stop talking shit!
Are you cleaning up?
Stop talking about me.
Just stop it.
What's going on?
What's up?
No idea.
What's up?
Watch your step. - Shut your mouth, you slut. - Shut your own, asshole.
Take a look at yourself. - So?
It's none of my business, but you need a wash.
Hands off! - Come on.
Hey, that's enough, OK?
Luka!
Fuck off!
Hey, what's wrong?
Just stop it! - You stop it!
Stop it! - You're acting crazy. - Kati, stop it!
Stop what?
But we had an agreement!
We shop and pay the rent together... - Stop the crap.
What crap?
You know exactly what I mean. - No, I don't. I can't read minds.
Want to get HIGH again?
What is it?
Nice, isn't it? - Look at his room! - My brother's really creative.
Not HIGH enough, eh? - Get out.
Jochen, get out. - Jochen, come on out. Luka, please!
Sure we've talked about you! You talk about me, too!
What?
What've we done? What?
Stop it, man! Get out!
Get out!
Piss off! Piss off!
Come on, let him work it off. - No, no, no!
Let me go.
Give him 5 minutes, then we'll go in. - OK, I'll give him 5 minutes. OK, OK!
I'll give you 5 minutes. I'm waiting!
Hey, come on... - It can't go on like this, OK?
Comes crying to me: "I want to get out of Rarbach, help me!"
Then there's a room free, everything's easy, and he goes crazy!
Let me go! - Come with me.
TODAY WE'LL KILL YOU, MAN! YEAH, MAN, FOR SURE, MAN!
WHAT?
YOU'RE A LOSER!
Right on, right on!
Mental or what?
WHY ARE YOU STILL ALIVE? - Because I'm here!
Lie on the grass in a green field!
Shut the fuck up, you asshole!
KILL YOURSELF! JUST DO IT!
Why?
'CAUSE YOU'RE USELESS.
KILL YOURSELF! DO IT!
NO ONE WILL MISS YOU.
Hey, Kati!
It'll be alright. - I imagined it all differently.
I'm sorry. Ute's complained too.
He freaks out, tears up the place,
almost bashes the door in!
But he wanted to do it up, man!
Yeah, it looks great with all the junk in it.
What is it?
Yes?
Luke, you OK?
Luke?
Luka? Luka!
Luka!
Lukas?
Open the door!
- Luka! Lukas! Luka!
JUMP!
Schizophrenia is very frequent, about as frequent as diabetes.
Around 1 in 100 people suffers from it, in every culture.
A recovery is absolutely possible, although not in every case.
But you don't know what happened! We...
We took... sorry...
We took a few drugs, and since then...
...he hasn't been so well.
Yes, hallucinogens like psilocybin mushrooms can trigger a psychosis,
it's true, but... it's not the cause.
He's no psycho, he's a nice, normal guy!
He just had some bad luck with a girl, and...
...and moving to the city was too much for him. He's just really sensitive!
Other symptoms are delusions like paranoia,
or persecution mania.
Or hallucinations. The patient hears voices.
Then there are thought disturbances...
I have thought disturbances too, but I don't need fuckin' Haldol!
He can't move, and he doesn't recognize me anymore!
Please believe me! I can look after him!
He can stay in my room while we clean up his,
and I'll keep an eye on him until he's better. I'll send him to therapy, too.
But I don't want him here on hard drugs!
Miss Delius, I'll be clear.
Your brother gave his written consent, and he'll be here the next 6 weeks.
I'm sorry.
Your brother is a danger to himself... - Then I'll stay too! Admit me as well!
One more question:
Have there been cases of mental illness in your family?
How...
...did Mom die?
Your mother killed herself.
And how?
My God, why do you want to know that?
She hanged herself.
Here? At our house?
I was four. I would have...
...known about it. - No. In Marsberg.
Whenever Luka and I thought...
...Mom was...
...having treatment for her back,
she was in the psychiatric clinic.
Why didn't you tell us?